Hi, I’m Christian, I’m Kristel’s recent boyfriend. We just ended our 7 year relationship last December 2011. I’m using her tumblr account because I don’t have one, and I’m posting this with hopes that she will someday be able to read it. I miss her a lot.. everyday I hope things would go back to normal. I love her so much. I am sad, because I know I’ll never find anyone else like her, she was the girl I was willing to spend the rest of my life with. And here I am now, drowning myself with online games just to rid my mind of memories, I just want to hug her again and tell her I love her. I just want us to eat together no matter how simple the meal is. I just want her to love me again. I’m sorry I was to preoccupied with our future that I forgot to look at the present.. Please come back..